22 August 2014

"Oh, fourteen! Oh, fourteen..."

As the title might suggest, I attempted 14 miles last Sunday, and wow, it sure was brutal. The first half was miraculously comfortable, actually. So, maybe I'll just stay positive, and focus on the fact that running 7 miles is apparently now an activity that I can occasionally refer to as "comfortable." I mean, that's kind of awesome, right?

Not awesome was my attempt at running 4 measly miles on a treadmill last night. I thought running inside might be easier than running out in the extreme heat of yesterday evening, but I'm not sure it was any better. To be honest, it was just down right demoralizing. Between the second half of my 14 mile run and last night, I've been having a lot of moments of "What did I get myself in to," "WHY did I EVER think this was a good idea?!" and a whole big bunch of "WHAT is the POINT?!".

The point originally was to just prove to myself that I could do it; to set a goal and to work towards achieving it. (And maybe to enjoy a trip to Chicago in the process.) It also just sounded like a fun challenge that I could share in with my brother who first came up with the idea.

Unfortunately, lately, those things just aren't feeling like enough.

In fact, not only my training, but just the state of the world lately has got me really, really bummed out right now.

So here's my solution:

The Merethon Fundraiser - Water.Org

I really liked the idea of running the marathon for charity, but signing up for an official charity spot seemed like a surprising amount of pressure!! I'm really pleased to have found a way to still support a great organization while running the marathon. I may even snag one of their official Team.Water.org running shirts for marathon day.

So, yeah. Feel free to donate on my page if you feel so inclined! Or to any other worthy cause/organization of your choosing. Whatever helps!




The Running Total:
  • August:  62.84
  • 2014:  220.21








14 August 2014

Let that raga drop...

So, I thought listening to Ravi Shankar while running might be the best idea I've had yet.

And it was, until about halfway through the second raga, when while dreamily staring up in to the giant clouds rolling in, my left foot caught the uneven ledge of a Kentucky St. sidewalk and I was unceremoniously splayed out on to the cement. I was left with a single scratch, but no blood spilled. However, my shoulders were sore for days, most likely from catching myself on the way to the ground.  Very luckily, it was no worse than that.

I attempted a 10-mile run last weekend, but having failed to review my planned route before leaving the house, I left out a couple turns here and there and ended up with only a 9.3 mile run. It was still my longest run ever up till that point, and near enough to 10 that I don't feel all that badly about it.

This past Saturday saw my first attempt at a 12 mile run. Luckily, I did not listen to the weather forecast, or I might still be at home waiting for all those thunderstorms... The first half of the run was cool and overcast. The second was just steeeeeeamy, and kinda awful. But I did it!

Next up...14 miles!


The Running Total:
  • August:  44.84
  • 2014:  202.21

(I've given up keeping track of cycling mileage - mostly because I've done little to none :( )


31 July 2014

Running on...

Man, I am not great at updating this thing. I guess it doesn't really matter, but I think it will be neat to look back on all this, hopefully after completing the marathon...

I think I'm almost starting to figure this hip-thing out. I'm finding some stretches that seem to help. I also think getting some new shoes would help. The ones I bought most recently seem to be way too small. Not sure what I was thinking at the time -- probably that they were cheaper? I don't think they give my feet enough room to properly expand/absorb when they hit the ground. As an experiment, I used my old shoes for my last couple of runs. They are substantially wider underneath the balls of my feet, and I really think this makes a big difference. So, I'm going to spend the money and go back to Asics. Of all the tennis shoes I've worn, I don't think any have seemed as comfortable as Asics. Probably worth the money...

So, that's exciting. I also ran a 5K this past weekend that felt like it was more or less uphill the entire course. I finished with my usual time, though, and was quite pleased to do so, given all the hills. It was very encouraging.

I'm really going to try in the next week or so to get back on schedule with the training. On Monday night, in the gloriously merciful 80-degree weather, I managed 8 miles! Again, very encouraging. Last night, I managed 4 of the 5 I had planned on. This hip thing.... Also, it's hard to rationalize expending that much time on a week night, just to run. It's been good to finally get some miles in, though. Ideally, I'd really like to keep the longer runs to the weekends going forward, and hopefully I can get on track for another, longer run this coming weekend. Shooting for 10...

I've realized on the longer runs that time is such a factor for my mental state; having to remind myself that it's OK to take the time to do the run, or to stop and stretch if needed. With all the miles, I really have to be patient and accept that it's just going to take some time, no matter how fast I run. As much as anything, it really is just a big time commitment.

Whew.

Also, I've been reeeally bad at remembering to update my little mileage thing at the bottom here. I have been keeping track on my handy spreadsheet, though, so I will try to get that updated for the next post, which will hopefully be sooner than later, sometime this weekend.

Bye for now!




25 July 2014

Well, this sucks...

Someday, I'll look back on the awfulness of now, and it will only be some very faint memory. A bad dream. Or at best, maybe some sort of testament to my commitment to completing a marathon, however unnecessary or misguided the endeavor was to begin with...

Training is going great. Obviously.

My right leg feels like it's on the wrong body. Like it doesn't fit anymore. Like it's too long. And it's pissing-off my knee, too. It hurts. It's been hurting. It does not appear to be getting better.

It feels like I'm about to get sick again. Maybe it's just allergies? In any case, I can't hear out of my ears. Again. And I can't help but think that maybe there really is something in our house that is slowly killing us. Maybe I too will get to look forward to the joy of sinus surgery.

ONLY TIME WILL TELL.

It's just incredibly frustrating, comparing how well the year started off, versus how things are going right now. Right now, when I actually really need to be training in earnest...

I may go back to a doctor and ask them about this ear thing. Again. Maybe I'll try to chat with a physical therapist, too.

When I imagined the difficulties of training for a marathon, this was NOT what came to mind...




14 July 2014

Two steps back...

No sooner than I received my awesome, new tracking spreadsheet, I was plagued by a nasty, nasty summer cold that just won't die. After a demoralizing two-weeks, in which I ran a total of 2 miles (and probably ill-advised miles, at that), I returned to the doctor, and was informed that I likely have a sinus infection. Bad news.

(As a side note, though, I have to say, those 2 miles felt so, so good. I can't even explain. Maybe it was just the  immense joy of being off the couch for a few minutes. Either way, I regret nothing!!)

The good news is that they prescribed me some nifty pills and I think I may finally be on the road to recovery! And not a minute too soon, either. I'm definitely stressing over the time I've lost, as I'm now nowhere near where I thought I'd be or where I'd like to be, training-wise. The only thing I can think is that at least I had those 100+ miles in before all of this went down...

But I guess that's life! And I suppose part of attempting to do anything difficult that requires lengthy planing and training is accepting that things are often, well, difficult, and don't always go according to plan.

Speaking of, just before falling ill, I attempted one of my more ambitious routes to date. The plan was to run from my house all the way over to my parents' on the west end of town. I had anticipated that the "rolling hills" of 15th  Street would make the 5 or so miles "difficult," but wow. Wow. Much respect to those middle-aged ladies out there that morning, running up and down those hills, in to the sun, seemingly unfazed, all along that vast, shade-less awfulness of a street. Hopefully I'll try it again soon with better results.

Here's to feeling better soon!



The Totals:

Running:
  • July:  2.0   
  • 2014:  126.8
Biking (non-stationary):
  • June: 0.0
  • 2014: 58.5

19 June 2014

Muchas gracias!

Well. It is hot out there. If tonight's run wasn't enough to convince me to start getting up to run before work, instead of in the heat of the day, then I must be even lazier than I thought...We'll see!

First of all, a very big thank you to brother Darren for helping me get on track with an actual training plan, now that we are officially ONLY 4 MONTHS OUT! It seemed like there was so much more time! In any case, not only did my dear brother make up a training plan, but he put it in a beautiful calendared spreadsheet that changes colors as I complete each week's mileage. It's pretty much AWESOME and I'm extremely grateful. Thank you again!!

Also, much thanks and gratitude are due to Kristina Selters. She met up with me last weekend to impart some wisdom about her own marathon experiences over breakfast. Hopefully she'll forgive my lack of interviewing skills. She had a lot of really great things to say and I've tried my best to get them all down here.

Enjoy!



Me: How did you first get interested in running marathons? What inspired you to attempt the first one?
Kristina: My mom; that's the short reason. The first one I did, it was a Christmas present to my mom. It was in Dallas, and I said I'd never do one again. Before that, I'd run a half that October. In 2012, I ran my 2nd one. I had done a lot of halves that spring, so I'd thought I'd try another full. The last one, a friend of mine was trying to qualify for Boston, so I said I'd try with her. Now that that goal's in my head, that's why I'm trying another one. But my mom is my inspiration and the reason I run. But she actually started running because of me so, it's been a funny role reversal.

M: How many marathons have you completed? Do you plan to do more?
K: Three. The next one is in Kansas City in October.

M: What advice would you give to someone contemplating their first marathon?
K: Go for it! It's not something a lot of people do. Your body tells you no, but your mind can say yes. Put in the work. Find someone to do it with you; those miles suck and it's hard to do by yourself. After you finish running, keep walking! When you get done, keep your muscles moving. The miles you put in beforehand will determine how sore you are afterwards. And the people at marathons, the supporters, are so great. What's the saying? "If you're starting to doubt humanity, go to a marathon finish line,"? I love finish lines.

M: What is the best advice someone gave you about running marathons? 
K: It's mind over matter. Your body will tell you no, but your mind has to tell you yes. I haven't fully grasped this one yet. Your body will break down at mile 18 and you've gotta just say, "Yes." Some of the signs there are awesome, too. ("You trained longer for this than Kim was married," "Britney made it through 2007 - you can make it through this!")

My first one, I walked. The 2nd one, I said I was done at mile 18. The last one, I ran the whole thing, but drastically slowed at mile 20. So I keep making it further. Maybe just think about the beer and the food you can eat all day afterwards.

M: Any tips or tricks for training? For race day?
K: Don't do anything new. You don't know how your body will react. In training, make sure you do the work, even the speed training, especially if you have a goal time.

Find someone to run with you. I never realized before how much I liked running with people. I always thought I liked running alone. Having someone to go through it with you, you get to talking and you learn a lot about people.

There are 2 theories. One is that if you can do 20, you can do 26. Or the other, do 26 or more beforehand so you know you can do it.

If you've got to do 15 miles for the day, maybe run 6 or 7 in the morning and the rest in the evening. That way, you're running on tired legs. Or cross train; go swimming and then go run...

Sometimes you just have to rest, especially if you're not going for a certain time. You have to listen to you body. You don't want an injury.

M: When you're in the thick of the race and digging deep for some motivation, what keeps you going? 
K: I try to think of a couple people...When you feel like you don't have anything else, run for someone else. I run for people who can't. I think of my dad and Jayden, people who are fighting cancer. My pain is so temporary. You're choosing to do this. Some people are not choosing their pain; you can run for them. It doesn't always work. People come to me and say I inspire them, but I'm just a girl who likes to run. It clears my head. I just think of people who are going through real stuff and not just a race that's only going to last a day.

M: Do you have a favorite race moment or memory? Or a favorite part of marathons in general?
K: My favorite moments aren't really about me. I love seeing people doing it for the first time - like, I'd love to see you in Chicago! When I did the Plaza 10K a couple years ago, this lady had just finished and was in tears, because she had never run that far before. It's such an accomplishment for people and I forget that. My last race, I didn't get what I wanted...Seeing other people finishing their first half or whatever distance it is, is by far my favorite part. I forget sometimes to see the big picture and take a step back. Right now I'm so focused on time, it can take the joy out. It'll be that way for the next few months.

M: What's next? Do you think it's important to improve (i.e. run the same distances faster)? Or is it just all about finishing/continuing to run? 
K: I'll be doing the KC marathon in October, and the Ironman in Lawrence next summer. I may try a trail half next March, too.

Those people that run a marathon a month, I couldn't do that. It's not great for your body. For me, it's a speed thing. I want to qualify for Boston. After my last one, I said if I did another one, I want to qualify for Boston. For your first one, just cross the finish line. For shorter distances, it's all about the group and the community. Everyone has an opinion on how to do it; it's really up to you. Right now, I just have the one goal. After the first one, you'll probably say 'I hate it, I'll never do it again,' but keep trying. Try different distances. Try running with groups.



Much thanks again, Kristina, for sharing your thoughts, and very best of luck to you on all your upcoming running adventures!






The Totals:

Running:
  • June: 13.0
  • 2014:  114.8
Biking (non-stationary):
  • June: 0.0
  • 2014: 58.5

06 June 2014

Shaking my head...

In the past week, I've run a total of 3 miles...

I at least did some hiking in there at some point. I guess we went on a little bike ride, too.

I don't know if it's the heat/humidity, or my new yoga class, or being dehydrated, or eating poorly, (or all of these things), but I've just been feeling kind of -- I don't wanna say 'awful,' but yeah -- kind of awful. Every morning, I wake up and my calves are all cramped, and the last thing I want to do is get up and go running.

Basically, I've got to figure something out, because whatever 'this' is is not working...

On a happier note, while I've still got zeros across the board for June thus far, we have at least passed 100 miles for the year! 

#silverlinings




The Totals:

Running:
  • June: 0.0
  • 2014:  101.8
Biking (non-stationary):
  • June: 0.0
  • 2014: 58.5